DIY Inspiration: Alexander Wang Spring 2013

The beauty, the space, the high collar and over all appeal. I'm in love to say the least.

Blue... again

As you guys probably realized I LOVE COLORED LIPS! Here's the latest (oh and I got my septum pierced)

I made the color my self but you could buy limecrime's No She Didn't

In transition

As I sit here in the wee hours of the morning contemplating life with some Chris Rock movie on the Television, Sex and the City (season 1) my computer screen and Soap&Skin reminding me that he will probably never know that I love him and never be capable of loving me-I let out a single tear and everything hit me-. Then I remembered another one of Zachary's truism (wrong word I just know it) and my love for all things parenthetical;) and I cried. Silent, powerful and healing. I cried until I smiled and in the midst of all that noise there was silence, a holy moment of elevation both I and Eye were aligned. While everyone is afraid that I will Fail, I'm afraid that I will succeed, that I might be someone note worthy. *insert Erykah Badu's A.D. 2000* While I try to put thought to keyboard I lose a bit of it's raw edge and appear to be some melodramatic lost soul. Afraid of the woman I am becoming, to look back and know that my very abrasive 'teenage-self' does not like my polished-self. I Seem to be losing all my glitter but gaining a luminescence.

Monochrome: The Blues

I don't have much to say about this look there is no deep thought behind it. I simply wanted blue lips, so I did it. Although i was aiming for more of a navy rather then the velvety royal blue I came up with. I'm definitely adding blue to my list of favorite lip colors.

 

In desperate need of a hair cut as always

Can I hear a big boooo for grainy webcam crap! 

 Shorts in February, must be Florida.

The Rundown: 

• thrifted round sunnies
• diy blue lips
• faded glory sweater I've have since elementary school
• little boy's southpole jeans turned cut-offs
• plain beige sock
• favorite boots 

I am

I creep out of bed, quads pulsating, all of my muscles screaming at me as I stretch and take in these first moments. Wobbling to my bedroom door like a fawn on new legs. I am nervous. Praying to whoever will listen as I step on to the scale, I dare not look down at the climbing numbers. I feel faint. Alas I look as 135.2 glares back at me, mocking my discipline, the jeering numbers unnerve me. I am ashamed. Now as if being chased by some maniac I prepare to sweat, vomit and whatever it might take to lose the weight. I bolt out of house with no real plan, dressed like it's 45 degrees in this 75 degree weather I stick out like sore thumb. Before I know it 1 mile has turned into 3 and my minds says "keep going" "Don't quit!". At the 3.7 mile marker, dazed and confused I turn around and head back home the pain in my legs has become unbearable, and although I can't see them I know the bottoms of my feet are beet red it's like I can hear the blisters squish with each step, but I must push forward I am alone on a secreted trail with my will power to live as my only weapon should I be attacked. The sun seems to be chasing me, as if beating me with wave after wave of heat. There are bikers now, whizzing by me leaving only faint dust and the smell of wicked sweat behind. -1.8miles left- The smell of dying oak is now heavy in the air, I've tripped too many times to count by now as laurel roots seem to spring from beneath the pavement, searching for the ankles of those who dare embark on such a trek. The wild orchids call for me with their fuchsia petals amongst a wall of green-brown hues. I am almost home, the orange clay reminds me of that and the trees becomes much less dense. As I round the corner the site of my mossy green house brings tears to my eyes, so close yet soo far.

THINGS I NEED

• A JOB
• DRIVER'S LICENSE
• MONEY
• A CAR
• A CAMERA

All because I hate the fact that I have to rely on others for everything.

Project three-sixty-six

this year I'm participating in a 365 366 project, where I try something new everyday and make a small note of it.... So expect weekly updates of all the new things I've tried.